diary entries

2/28/25: i love getting sucked into things... played an online game that was making me feel less than for not excelling... but then when i stopped i felt the love and admiration of others and realized it's fine actually. it's freeing when i don't have to converse out of obligation

2/27/25: monster hunter wilds is coming out tonight and i'm so so excited

2/12/25: there is an artist i follow online that broke their drawing hand. they started learning how to hold a pen on their left hand (non-dominant) just to keep drawing simply because they enjoy it. i want to have such a relationship with my art that it's something i actively enjoy doing, so i'll work on it. starting the script and outline for a short story visual novel i'd like to make

2/8/25: got the ube vietnamese coffee from a local pop-up i was fiending for - a chilly morning with cold coffee is still delicious. my best friend took the train to visit and sleep over. i was raving to her on a video essay about a game called irisu syndrome that i played in middle school - it would add and alter files in its game directory, probably one of the first of its kind. i used to have one of the songs in game as my ringtone.had dinner at a vietnamese restaurant with our other friend. its not often im out and around - usually i stay home. when we walked around town i looked at a thrift store and ran into some people from high school. jarring but funny i guess.

2/7/25: work was pretty alright, a lot of doing work on revit and changing file names to be standardized short for the vault archives. talked to my coworker and had fun. after work, went to the mtg: aetherdrift pre-release being hosted at local card shop. first time playing against strangers, but my roommate also came with so it was a little less daunting. saw some friends from campus. i built a dimir deck with the oildeep gearhulk mythic i pulled - lost twice and drew once. a fun experience for my first time. i didn't really feel too happy at the end of the night since my friends were all too busy playing rivals

2/6/25: my old prius c got a fresh new dent in the back. no note or anything. it was raining a little on the way to class. ate a pack of sour gummy worms and some welch's yogurt dipped blueberry fruit snacks. starfinder session today, drank a cider during it. rolled 3 natural 1's. 2 in a row... I don't gamble for a reason. played with my website till bedtime.